sorry to hear how depressed you are...someday you should ask your sister why she destroyed your family...maybe some understanding would help

FALLUJAH, Iraq, Apr13,2012(IPS) - At Fallujah hospital they cannot offer any statistics on children born with birth defects - there are just too many. Parents dont want to talk. Families bury their newborn babies after they die without telling anyone, says hospital spokesman Nadim al-Hadidi. "Its all too shameful for them."

"We recorded 672 cased in January but we know there were many more" says Hadidi. He projects pictures on to a wall at his office: Children born with no brain, no eyes, or with the intestines out of their body.

"In 2004 the Americans tested all kinds of chemicals and explosive devices on us: thermobaric weapons, white phosphorus, depleted uranium...we have all been laboratory mice for them" says Hadidi, turning off the projector.

http://www.uruknet.com/?p=m88254&fb=1

awolnation - sail

this is how i show my love

i made it in my mind because

blame it on my a.d.d baby

this is how an angel dies 

blame it on my own sick pride

blame it on my a.d.d baby

modest mouse - parting of the sensory

well, someday you will die somehow, and

somethings going to steal your carbon

someday you will die, and

someones or somethings will steal your carbon

someday something will die, and

somehow you'll figure out how

often you will die somehow, and

somethings going to steal your carbon